i hate being sick.
my brain is cloudy and i can barely type.
its taking to long to make this post make sense.
turning my attn back to the easy to comphrehend cartoons.
g'nite.
1.27.2009
ahhhhhh!
im stressed out and its only tues!
im sorry if you hit me up (jervis) and i dont respond, ive lost the energy for common conversation, plus ive been either in class or doing school related things till 9 pm for the past few days.
between having a broken shower, attempting to start a club, trying (not hard enough apparently) to get my campaign together, awkward moments in my own place of residence, papers, reading, & other random homework, and a lack of communication with the people i rely on to keep me sane has ran me pretty low.
i will survive, but i might not be so nice during this transition.
the motto for right now is:
"it will all be alright in the end. if its not alright, then its not the end."
if anyone wants to help (i.e. do some brainstorming for my campaign, send money for it, help me with my homework, etc. etc.) i promise i won't oppose you lol
im sorry if you hit me up (jervis) and i dont respond, ive lost the energy for common conversation, plus ive been either in class or doing school related things till 9 pm for the past few days.
between having a broken shower, attempting to start a club, trying (not hard enough apparently) to get my campaign together, awkward moments in my own place of residence, papers, reading, & other random homework, and a lack of communication with the people i rely on to keep me sane has ran me pretty low.
i will survive, but i might not be so nice during this transition.
the motto for right now is:
"it will all be alright in the end. if its not alright, then its not the end."
if anyone wants to help (i.e. do some brainstorming for my campaign, send money for it, help me with my homework, etc. etc.) i promise i won't oppose you lol
1.20.2009
i dare you....
try one of these next time you get in the elevator....
1) When there’s only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the
shoulder and then pretend it wasn’t you.
2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back
for more.
3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what
floor your on.
5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let
the doors close, and say, “Hi Greg. How’s your day been?”
6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream,
“That’s mine!”
7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they
have an appointment.
9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they
can hear ticking.
11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and
exits with the passengers.
12) Ask, “Did you feel that?”
13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14) When the doors close, announce to the others, “It’s okay, don’t panic,
they open again!”
15) Swat at flies that don’t exist.
16) Tell people that you can see their aura.
17) Call out, “Group Hug!” and then enforce it.
18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, “Shut up,
all of you, just shut up!”
19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, “Got
enough air in there?”
20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without
getting off.
21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, “Your
one of THEM!” and back away slowly.
22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.
23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, “I have
new socks on”.
26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other
passengers, “This is MY personal space!”
1) When there’s only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the
shoulder and then pretend it wasn’t you.
2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back
for more.
3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what
floor your on.
5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let
the doors close, and say, “Hi Greg. How’s your day been?”
6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream,
“That’s mine!”
7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they
have an appointment.
9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they
can hear ticking.
11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and
exits with the passengers.
12) Ask, “Did you feel that?”
13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14) When the doors close, announce to the others, “It’s okay, don’t panic,
they open again!”
15) Swat at flies that don’t exist.
16) Tell people that you can see their aura.
17) Call out, “Group Hug!” and then enforce it.
18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, “Shut up,
all of you, just shut up!”
19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, “Got
enough air in there?”
20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without
getting off.
21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, “Your
one of THEM!” and back away slowly.
22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.
23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, “I have
new socks on”.
26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other
passengers, “This is MY personal space!”
1.18.2009
what do you believe?
1.17.2009
its the weekend.
i Love lazy saturdays. esp. when they follow a great night like last night.
my twin and i WON. if you dont kno what that means, sorry. lol.
we beat the system and got in for free instead of paying $20.
this man kept buying us drinks, 5 drinks in the game and i could barely keep my balance.
hot guys. ballers. hot ballers. and a couple of nice guys to walk us to the car.
remember kids. the best cure for simpin' is pimpin'.
then i woke up around noon, made breakfast, and then caught up on my fav shows greys anatomy and nip tuck.
ahhh
all is right in the world again.
now its time to get back to my campaign.
oh and homework i guess.
my twin and i WON. if you dont kno what that means, sorry. lol.
we beat the system and got in for free instead of paying $20.
this man kept buying us drinks, 5 drinks in the game and i could barely keep my balance.
hot guys. ballers. hot ballers. and a couple of nice guys to walk us to the car.
remember kids. the best cure for simpin' is pimpin'.
then i woke up around noon, made breakfast, and then caught up on my fav shows greys anatomy and nip tuck.
ahhh
all is right in the world again.
now its time to get back to my campaign.
oh and homework i guess.
1.14.2009
1.13.2009
Girlie things. yuk
i dont understand girls. yes i know i am a girl.
i dont act like a regular girl tho. i kno every girl says this but ask a guy who knows me and he will agree.
but every now and then my girl side kicks in. no, im not saying im bloody. gross.
this is one of those days.
reason is out the window.
cant help my actions & reactions.
illogical.
its like i kno i shouldn't do stuff and i do it anyways. like an out of body xperience.
i blame fallopian tubes. they're acting without consulting my brain.
im liable to do something dangerous.
start a fight.
fall in love.
i need to get off the internet and try not to txt/call anyone i would regret contacting in the morning.
peace
i dont act like a regular girl tho. i kno every girl says this but ask a guy who knows me and he will agree.
but every now and then my girl side kicks in. no, im not saying im bloody. gross.
this is one of those days.
reason is out the window.
cant help my actions & reactions.
illogical.
its like i kno i shouldn't do stuff and i do it anyways. like an out of body xperience.
i blame fallopian tubes. they're acting without consulting my brain.
im liable to do something dangerous.
start a fight.
fall in love.
i need to get off the internet and try not to txt/call anyone i would regret contacting in the morning.
peace
1.11.2009
it aint trickin if you got it.
so this weekend i was a complete laze.
i got a few things accomplished tho
i FINALLY unpacked.
i pseudo reorganized my room/closets.
had some friends over.
and watched the other boleyn girl with my roommate.
the movie had me thinking about some things.
as much as i love the romantic ideas that stemmed from this era as well as the lavish fashions, the concept of being a second class citizen was blowin my mind.
the idea of not being able to marry whom you want, and if you are able to marry who you want, you can be forced to have sex with another man by some other mann and then you have to talk about it in front of all these men?!?! woah!
its crazy what women were forced to do back then. you could try to go after the power or after love and neither one could be the path that you are allowed to continue down.
i know so many girls who are gold diggers on the low. it sounds so appealing but i've never felt right using guys for money.
as nice as new clothes, trips, and money seem, i'm not gonna have sex for power. im celibate so im not having sex for anything. lol
if it works for you, go for it.
as for me, im happy with providing for myself, working and making my own money.
if a nice guy wants to take me out to eat, who am i to deny him? lol but im not gonna pick my guys based off of material things. it rarely ends well.
well im rambling and i have class in the morning
so im gonna leave you with another youtube video.
i got a few things accomplished tho
i FINALLY unpacked.
i pseudo reorganized my room/closets.
had some friends over.
and watched the other boleyn girl with my roommate.
the movie had me thinking about some things.
as much as i love the romantic ideas that stemmed from this era as well as the lavish fashions, the concept of being a second class citizen was blowin my mind.
the idea of not being able to marry whom you want, and if you are able to marry who you want, you can be forced to have sex with another man by some other mann and then you have to talk about it in front of all these men?!?! woah!
its crazy what women were forced to do back then. you could try to go after the power or after love and neither one could be the path that you are allowed to continue down.
i know so many girls who are gold diggers on the low. it sounds so appealing but i've never felt right using guys for money.
as nice as new clothes, trips, and money seem, i'm not gonna have sex for power. im celibate so im not having sex for anything. lol
if it works for you, go for it.
as for me, im happy with providing for myself, working and making my own money.
if a nice guy wants to take me out to eat, who am i to deny him? lol but im not gonna pick my guys based off of material things. it rarely ends well.
well im rambling and i have class in the morning
so im gonna leave you with another youtube video.
1.10.2009
saturday foolishness
this is just sad. im probably wrong for posting this but you know i can't experience this by myself....poor pillow. smh.
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1.08.2009
im back.
sorry ive been MIA....thats kinda how it goes when i go home sometimes. my dad broke my plug for my computer so not only would it not hold a charge, it could barely get one. the break was busy and not as fun as i would have liked it to have been. i didnt spend nearly enough quality time with the people i care about or shopping so i only slightly raised my happiness level. i was able to make a video blog with taylor a few weeks ago so go check his blog for those over at
i missed my flight on my way back because of missing keys which i found last night (yes i somehow brought them with me to nashville).
with the new semester and the new year things are changing and i hope for the good.
unfortunately for some i may forgive but i dont forget so even though people are clearly making a valid effort to change some circumstances, things will never be the same between us.
on the other side of things, i kinda wanna take a step back with someone and i dont know how to do it. its not that they did anything wrong, they are always their honest loving self, i just think that we arent what the other one needs at the moment. and it sucks.
im trying really hard not to curse any more and im trying to be healthier in every aspect. i hope everyone had a merry Christmas, a happy new year, and that school starts off the right way.
time for me to host a meeting. ttyl
i missed my flight on my way back because of missing keys which i found last night (yes i somehow brought them with me to nashville).
with the new semester and the new year things are changing and i hope for the good.
unfortunately for some i may forgive but i dont forget so even though people are clearly making a valid effort to change some circumstances, things will never be the same between us.
on the other side of things, i kinda wanna take a step back with someone and i dont know how to do it. its not that they did anything wrong, they are always their honest loving self, i just think that we arent what the other one needs at the moment. and it sucks.
im trying really hard not to curse any more and im trying to be healthier in every aspect. i hope everyone had a merry Christmas, a happy new year, and that school starts off the right way.
time for me to host a meeting. ttyl
12.28.2008
new years eve
its in a few days and im not sure im ready.
i need a new years resolution (any suggestions?)
i dont have plans yet
AND i have to figure out how to be nice to some of the unfortunate people who go to my school while still saying "tuck you" to the people whom i have been holding back on. on the other hand, im sure they get the point by now because when i dont like someone, i dont try to hide it. back to the issue at hand, what should i do???
nobody knows what they're doing out here and even my parents have awesome plans...
i have some not so great memories of new years past and i wanna change that.
oh and just to rub it in everyones face erin (purp) and i are going to a LAKER game tonight!!!!
i need a new years resolution (any suggestions?)
i dont have plans yet
AND i have to figure out how to be nice to some of the unfortunate people who go to my school while still saying "tuck you" to the people whom i have been holding back on. on the other hand, im sure they get the point by now because when i dont like someone, i dont try to hide it. back to the issue at hand, what should i do???
nobody knows what they're doing out here and even my parents have awesome plans...
i have some not so great memories of new years past and i wanna change that.
oh and just to rub it in everyones face erin (purp) and i are going to a LAKER game tonight!!!!
12.25.2008
mia
sorry to those of you who actually read my blog. its been the longest 2.5 weeks EVERRRRRRRR!
ill try to explain what ive been up to very briefly....
FINALS
paper cuts
lost phones
no sleep
sickness
snow
studying
cheat sheets
step shows
plane rides
awkward situations
campaign stuff
THEN i came home
NO internet
still sick
rain
CRAZY MAN
-aye dios mio
ive been working with a performance coach for the past week and he is crazy!
i would have to deal with him for wayyyyyyy too many hours.
it is CLEAR from my previous posts, that i have a pretty low tolerance for
unnecessary people right about now...
plus his breath stinks.....
NO JOB (VS is on that ish)
and i still have barely spent time with my friends....
that being said, i survived and am thankful that its Christmas time. i got most of my shopping done and ive gotten to spend time with my family....
time to get back to a christmas story and making cookies (you better get em before they're gone taylor!)
MERRY CHRISTMAS
ill try to explain what ive been up to very briefly....
FINALS
paper cuts
lost phones
no sleep
sickness
snow
studying
cheat sheets
step shows
plane rides
awkward situations
campaign stuff
THEN i came home
NO internet
still sick
rain
CRAZY MAN
-aye dios mio
ive been working with a performance coach for the past week and he is crazy!
i would have to deal with him for wayyyyyyy too many hours.
it is CLEAR from my previous posts, that i have a pretty low tolerance for
unnecessary people right about now...
plus his breath stinks.....
NO JOB (VS is on that ish)
and i still have barely spent time with my friends....
that being said, i survived and am thankful that its Christmas time. i got most of my shopping done and ive gotten to spend time with my family....
time to get back to a christmas story and making cookies (you better get em before they're gone taylor!)
MERRY CHRISTMAS
12.10.2008
I'm sneaky
most people who meet me can tell that they don't wanna cross me because they can tell im capable of things. i'm a scorpio, i'm quick witted, jealous, and creative. i try not to use my powers for evil but people keep trying to push me to the dark side! here i am trying to be a good friend, trying to be nice, trying to stop cursing, and trying to be successful and females cant help but get mad over nothing! why are you so concerned with what im doing?!?
this happens to me too much for it to be a considence!
the thing is i don't expect EVERYONE to like me.
but i'm not a fake person and i appreciate it when the people i dislike/ those who dislike me, don't try to pretend like we're best friends. my #1 enemy and I really cant stand each other and if given the opportunity, on the right day, we could do some serious damage, but we have learned to co-exist peacefully and try to avoid each other. this fake bull crap that happens to people i USED to call my close friends is dumb. im not going to call you or run up and hug you when i see you because i kno that you were lying about me, talking ish, and/or plotting against me behind my back. im a PRO when it comes to catching the signs of the fake friend. i don't kno what brings it on, or what ive done to offend you, in the past its been over something dumb...a boy that they like, likes me or my hair is longer than theirs so they call me concieted etc etc but this just doesn't make sense.
yet again i'm thankful for those of you who are truthful and don't try to front. friendship is a two way street and i don't wanna use you or be used by you.
if any of my ex friends or fake friends are reading this and want to come clean, go for it. i promise it wont hurt my feelings.
this happens to me too much for it to be a considence!
the thing is i don't expect EVERYONE to like me.
but i'm not a fake person and i appreciate it when the people i dislike/ those who dislike me, don't try to pretend like we're best friends. my #1 enemy and I really cant stand each other and if given the opportunity, on the right day, we could do some serious damage, but we have learned to co-exist peacefully and try to avoid each other. this fake bull crap that happens to people i USED to call my close friends is dumb. im not going to call you or run up and hug you when i see you because i kno that you were lying about me, talking ish, and/or plotting against me behind my back. im a PRO when it comes to catching the signs of the fake friend. i don't kno what brings it on, or what ive done to offend you, in the past its been over something dumb...a boy that they like, likes me or my hair is longer than theirs so they call me concieted etc etc but this just doesn't make sense.
yet again i'm thankful for those of you who are truthful and don't try to front. friendship is a two way street and i don't wanna use you or be used by you.
if any of my ex friends or fake friends are reading this and want to come clean, go for it. i promise it wont hurt my feelings.
12.08.2008
weekly ramblings
as happy as i'm trying to be, i cant help but have a few moments of regret and sadness every now and then. i'm only human. i LOVE where my life is headed, but the present isnt moving fast enough and part of me misses the past.
so many things ended so quickly and so badly. that's the thing about me, i'm very go hard or go home. i don't half way do things, i'm either your friend or i'm not, you either exist or you don't. its nearly impossible to come back from not existing lol. once i cut someone out of my life, i don't answer their calls/ i change their name to don't answer, i block them on aim, facebook, and myspace, and if i see you walking i will walk the other way. as harsh as it sounds, its necessary. i haven't talked to or seen some people in over a year and i still miss them. that's no good. i've lost friends and family both because of death and because unhealthy one sided relationships needed to be terminated, regardless of how much i love a person, there is a time when you have to remove yourself from destructive people. i won't let you bring me down with you nor will i let you hold me back from success. its hard enough as it is to be me without the extra hazards that some people bring. so incase some of you people from the past stumble upon this blog, no hard feelings, it was fun while it lasted but deep down we both know that we couldn't remain in each others lives. mayb in the future, when we are both fully grown, happy, successful and maybe married with kids, we can be friends like we used to be, you wont be in my wedding like we used to think, and i don't plan to be in yours, if i'm even invited.
those of you who are my friends know that i appreciate you. i will go to great lengths for my real friends and cant wait to see what kind of random burnt missions we get into this Christmas break!
get ready for ice skating, mulligans, and of course the yearly bonfire!
so many things ended so quickly and so badly. that's the thing about me, i'm very go hard or go home. i don't half way do things, i'm either your friend or i'm not, you either exist or you don't. its nearly impossible to come back from not existing lol. once i cut someone out of my life, i don't answer their calls/ i change their name to don't answer, i block them on aim, facebook, and myspace, and if i see you walking i will walk the other way. as harsh as it sounds, its necessary. i haven't talked to or seen some people in over a year and i still miss them. that's no good. i've lost friends and family both because of death and because unhealthy one sided relationships needed to be terminated, regardless of how much i love a person, there is a time when you have to remove yourself from destructive people. i won't let you bring me down with you nor will i let you hold me back from success. its hard enough as it is to be me without the extra hazards that some people bring. so incase some of you people from the past stumble upon this blog, no hard feelings, it was fun while it lasted but deep down we both know that we couldn't remain in each others lives. mayb in the future, when we are both fully grown, happy, successful and maybe married with kids, we can be friends like we used to be, you wont be in my wedding like we used to think, and i don't plan to be in yours, if i'm even invited.
those of you who are my friends know that i appreciate you. i will go to great lengths for my real friends and cant wait to see what kind of random burnt missions we get into this Christmas break!
get ready for ice skating, mulligans, and of course the yearly bonfire!
12.07.2008
its the most wonderful time of the year.
despite the obvious stress and drama that happens around the end of the school year, i've managed to come out of the past week fairly happy. i was able to get hostess to come help me with my TV (dorks are awesome), i finally got to play my wii, the victoria's secret fashion show came on, grey's anatomy came on and i got to go out with my twin! im exausted tho. drinking and partying and looking good is exausting. plus its time for finals, which im sure most of you are experiencing. i need to be studying but i cant stay awake! plus i need to work on my campaign! so much to do in so little time.
but ill be home in exactly a week! so no more cold weather, fake friends, or being hungry for 3 weeks! plus there is a new addition to our family that i cant wait to meet!
i kno my previous posts have been a little...angry to say the least. i'm over it tho, i said all i can say and i refuse to let other people to have a large affect on my happiness. i hope everyone else is able to to do the same. with that being said, good luck on finals and Christmas shopping!
but ill be home in exactly a week! so no more cold weather, fake friends, or being hungry for 3 weeks! plus there is a new addition to our family that i cant wait to meet!
i kno my previous posts have been a little...angry to say the least. i'm over it tho, i said all i can say and i refuse to let other people to have a large affect on my happiness. i hope everyone else is able to to do the same. with that being said, good luck on finals and Christmas shopping!
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