Ms. Ellay

suivez-moi

1.31.2009

blame it on the....Nyquil & Tylenol

i hate being sick.
my brain is cloudy and i can barely type.
its taking to long to make this post make sense.
turning my attn back to the easy to comphrehend cartoons.
g'nite.

1.27.2009

ahhhhhh!

im stressed out and its only tues!
im sorry if you hit me up (jervis) and i dont respond, ive lost the energy for common conversation, plus ive been either in class or doing school related things till 9 pm for the past few days.
between having a broken shower, attempting to start a club, trying (not hard enough apparently) to get my campaign together, awkward moments in my own place of residence, papers, reading, & other random homework, and a lack of communication with the people i rely on to keep me sane has ran me pretty low.
i will survive, but i might not be so nice during this transition.

the motto for right now is:
"it will all be alright in the end. if its not alright, then its not the end."

if anyone wants to help (i.e. do some brainstorming for my campaign, send money for it, help me with my homework, etc. etc.) i promise i won't oppose you lol

1.20.2009

i dare you....

try one of these next time you get in the elevator....
1) When there’s only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the
shoulder and then pretend it wasn’t you.
2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back
for more.
3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what
floor your on.
5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let
the doors close, and say, “Hi Greg. How’s your day been?”
6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream,
“That’s mine!”
7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they
have an appointment.
9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they
can hear ticking.
11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and
exits with the passengers.
12) Ask, “Did you feel that?”
13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14) When the doors close, announce to the others, “It’s okay, don’t panic,
they open again!”
15) Swat at flies that don’t exist.
16) Tell people that you can see their aura.
17) Call out, “Group Hug!” and then enforce it.
18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, “Shut up,
all of you, just shut up!”
19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, “Got
enough air in there?”
20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without
getting off.
21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, “Your
one of THEM!” and back away slowly.
22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers.
23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, “I have
new socks on”.
26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other
passengers, “This is MY personal space!”

1.18.2009

what do you believe?

i love checking postsecret on sundays.
but i lowkey love this site just as much.
http://tellmewhatyoubelievenow.com/

1.17.2009

its the weekend.

i Love lazy saturdays. esp. when they follow a great night like last night.
my twin and i WON. if you dont kno what that means, sorry. lol.
we beat the system and got in for free instead of paying $20.
this man kept buying us drinks, 5 drinks in the game and i could barely keep my balance.
hot guys. ballers. hot ballers. and a couple of nice guys to walk us to the car.
remember kids. the best cure for simpin' is pimpin'.
then i woke up around noon, made breakfast, and then caught up on my fav shows greys anatomy and nip tuck.
ahhh
all is right in the world again.
now its time to get back to my campaign.
oh and homework i guess.

1.13.2009

Girlie things. yuk

i dont understand girls. yes i know i am a girl.
i dont act like a regular girl tho. i kno every girl says this but ask a guy who knows me and he will agree.
but every now and then my girl side kicks in. no, im not saying im bloody. gross.
this is one of those days.
reason is out the window.
cant help my actions & reactions.
illogical.
its like i kno i shouldn't do stuff and i do it anyways. like an out of body xperience.
i blame fallopian tubes. they're acting without consulting my brain.
im liable to do something dangerous.
start a fight.
fall in love.
i need to get off the internet and try not to txt/call anyone i would regret contacting in the morning.
peace

1.11.2009

it aint trickin if you got it.

so this weekend i was a complete laze.
i got a few things accomplished tho
i FINALLY unpacked.
i pseudo reorganized my room/closets.
had some friends over.
and watched the other boleyn girl with my roommate.
the movie had me thinking about some things.
as much as i love the romantic ideas that stemmed from this era as well as the lavish fashions, the concept of being a second class citizen was blowin my mind.
the idea of not being able to marry whom you want, and if you are able to marry who you want, you can be forced to have sex with another man by some other mann and then you have to talk about it in front of all these men?!?! woah!
its crazy what women were forced to do back then. you could try to go after the power or after love and neither one could be the path that you are allowed to continue down.
i know so many girls who are gold diggers on the low. it sounds so appealing but i've never felt right using guys for money.
as nice as new clothes, trips, and money seem, i'm not gonna have sex for power. im celibate so im not having sex for anything. lol
if it works for you, go for it.
as for me, im happy with providing for myself, working and making my own money.
if a nice guy wants to take me out to eat, who am i to deny him? lol but im not gonna pick my guys based off of material things. it rarely ends well.
well im rambling and i have class in the morning
so im gonna leave you with another youtube video.

1.10.2009

saturday foolishness

this is just sad. im probably wrong for posting this but you know i can't experience this by myself....poor pillow. smh.

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i got it from http://youknowyoudeadazzwrong.blogspot.com

1.08.2009

im back.

sorry ive been MIA....thats kinda how it goes when i go home sometimes. my dad broke my plug for my computer so not only would it not hold a charge, it could barely get one. the break was busy and not as fun as i would have liked it to have been. i didnt spend nearly enough quality time with the people i care about or shopping so i only slightly raised my happiness level. i was able to make a video blog with taylor a few weeks ago so go check his blog for those over at

i missed my flight on my way back because of missing keys which i found last night (yes i somehow brought them with me to nashville).

with the new semester and the new year things are changing and i hope for the good.
unfortunately for some i may forgive but i dont forget so even though people are clearly making a valid effort to change some circumstances, things will never be the same between us.

on the other side of things, i kinda wanna take a step back with someone and i dont know how to do it. its not that they did anything wrong, they are always their honest loving self, i just think that we arent what the other one needs at the moment. and it sucks.

im trying really hard not to curse any more and im trying to be healthier in every aspect. i hope everyone had a merry Christmas, a happy new year, and that school starts off the right way.
time for me to host a meeting. ttyl