again.

this hasn't happened to me in awhile.
actually i remember the last time it happened this way.
it was 2006,
early july.
and i'm still not really over THAT.
the internet is the worst way to find out bad news.
i guess this time its my fault.
i brought this upon myself in some way.
just hope that karma pays me back for this.
i don't want to be depressed again.
needless to say, today wasn't a good day.

i need some ice cream.